************************************************************************************* MORDACIOUS "DEAD INSIDE" LYRICS All lyrics written by Mordacious Mortem ************************************************************************************* -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 02. CHILD OF THE RAZOR this child of the razor born in a world full of hate causing the death of his mother he will rise become the saviour the razors rain down take away pain all you feel is extacy get on your knees beg and pray take away your pain extacy pleasures of the blade cutting out the pain this pent up frustration caused by this damnation pleasure from the blade cutting out the pain -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 03. THIS INJUSTICE playing in your ashes scattered in the sky then you realize youre born to die this injustice happens to us all never knowing how we will fall all your life you know youll die you just dont know when or why this injustice happens to us all never knowing how we will fall this injustice happens to us all never knowing how we will fall all your life you know youll die you just dont know when or why you see yourself as a rotten corpse dont run away your time has come dont you cry you cant run away look in the mirror and face your demons playing in the ashes scattered in the sky then you realize youre born to die this injustice happens to us all never knowing how we will fall -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 04. RAGE all the things you love will die fighting this war you cant survive i feel my rage eating me alive tearing me apart from the inside feel the pain coarsing through your veins beating through your heart your hopeless shame drowning in your hate your soul will die consumed by rage the demons overide destroying all you have achieved the world you knew can no longer be suffocating rage destruction of your life your lifeless body rotting from the inside -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 05. FRIGHTENED fight for your life running like a bitch join the fun see you in hell fight for your life running away like a scared little bitch face your death cast to the shadows running for your life i will hunt you down they call my psychotic but im really insane carving your flesh cracking your bones wearing your skin bathing in your blood they call my psychotic but im really insane fight for your life running like a bitch face your death like a man cast to the shadows running for your life i will hunt you down carving your flesh cracking your bones wearing your skin bathing in your blood they call my psychotic im really insane -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 06. ONE REGRET i will fight all the demons i will protect you from your fears stay with me until the end take my hand if you want to live i look up into the sky your love has opened my eyes all the hate has dissapeared the sound of your voice is all i hear the sound of rain pouring down the smell of roses in the air our love was meant to be making love to you is exstacy to feel your touch upon my skin running your fingers down my chest i opened my heart and let you in my only regret i waited so long to tell you how i really feel to run my fingers through your hair to feel your lips pressed against mine for this perfect moment in time -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 07. I WAS A PRISONER marching towards the enemy fallen comrads left to bleed fight for the hill take the bunker take the high ground make them suffer all your dreams flash before your eyes sounds of bullets pierce you ears screams from your enemies running scared bring an end to this lucid nightmare destroy the enemy to win the war take no prisoners kill them all line them up watch them fall bullet to the brain fuck them all -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 08. FILTHY FUCKING WHORE you are my filthy fuckign whore ill beat you and make you beg for more when im done ill throw you on the floor cum on your face and watch you lick it off you will say fuck me like a whore fuck my mouth fuck me from behind fuck me until i cry fuck me harder again and again all the pain i inflict in you all the hate and the abuse all the times you begged me please i said no get on your knees get on your knees lick my boots you will submit to me you will say fuck me like a whore fuck my mouth fuck me from behind fuck me until i cry fuck me harder again and again you are my filthy fuckign whore ill beat you and make you beg for more -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 09. ALL OVER YOUR FACE im gunna feel you im gunna fuck you im gunna lick you taste inside of you im gunna spank you knock you on your knees slap your face youll be screaming please throw you on the bed begging for more weve just begun to settle the score your gunna beg me your gunna fuck me your gunna suck me cum on your face im gunna feel you im gunna fuck you im gunna lick you taste inside of you your gunna beg me your gunna fuck me your gunna suck me cum on your face throw you on the bed begging for more weve just begun to settle the score im gunna feel you im gunna fuck you im gunna lick you taste inside of you -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 10. BLACK WIDOWS why dont you leave why dont you go why dont you stay the fuck away why dont you leave why dont you go youll be devoured by the black widows i will trap you in my web eat you from the inside out i will corrupt your heart turn your soul black just like mine your just a glutten for pain you love to live in a life of shame being degraded called names you beg for more again and again black widows crawling in your mind corrupting your soul just like mine -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 11. BLACK HEARTED BITCH hand in hand we should not be im a liar and youre a thief i said i love you you stole my heart i said i hate you but you wouldnt leave all your lies you betrayed me i saw it in your eyes we were meant to be black hearted bitch youre so mean to me black hearted bitch youre in love with me you always draw me in with your lust and sin this cycle will never end here we go here we go again all your lies you betrayed me i saw it in your eyes we were meant to be black hearted bitch youre so mean to me black hearted bitch youre in love with me you always draw me in with your web of deciet with your claws digging in deep youve only got eyes for me -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 12. DEAD INSIDE now that im dead inside you walked away and left me for dead you never even thought twice you didnt even look back i cried myself to sleep everynight because i i fucking hate you now that you destroyed me an empty soul im dead inside all my time just throw away like a rag doll abused and thrown aside now that you destroyed me an empty soul im dead inside i cried myself to sleep everynight because i i fucking hate you now that im dead inside you walked away and left me for dead all my time just throw away like a rag doll abused and thrown aside -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 13. DEPRIVED marching forward into battle save the wounded leave the fallen take your revenge rape the women we will show them kill thier children all your hopes and dreams are shattered crying out to the ones who matter dying alone in the battlefiled left to rot youre just a casualty defend our lines engage the battle attatch your bayonet cock your rifle keep the enemy in your sites these fucking pigs die tonight -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 14. HOW SHE DIED this is how she died tryign to save her life i hear the screams burned in my mind breaking down the door blinded from the smoke reaching for her hand i cant find her i finally found her laying on her bed follow me i can save your life i took her hand running through the hall afraid to burn alive i dont want to die the house is falling down burning all around falling to the ground running out of breathe what am i doing why am i doing this having second thought fighting for my life we finally made it out were both alive only to see she slit her wrists you should of let me burn i just wanna die bleeding to death i was to late you should of let me burn i just wanna die i wanna die -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 15. SELF-MUTILATION dig the razor deep into you flesh cut out your agony make the pain go away make the hurt fade away cut cut cut out the pain bleed bleed out the misery drink the hate to make you stronger they will see you fucking anger feel the razors caress your skin release the pain from within feel the razors caress your skin release the pain from within you dont feel pain only pleasure only you can be your saviour only you can be your christ only you can save your life self mutilation is my relief i cut to feel alive we cut to feel to free the pain -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 16. ABANDONED you were never a father to me you were never there for me you were always so selfish you only cared about yourself abandoned at birth you gave up your children you gave up you didnt care abandoned at birth you gave up your children abandoned at birth you gave up you didnt care i wish you were fucking dead make all this pain go away i wish you were fucking dead make all this pain go away -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 17. GET OVER IT i dont care what you say you dont mean shit to me when you put me down everyday youre the one who looks petty get over yourself just let it go if your lifes so pathetic kill yourself get over yourself just let it go if your lifes so pathetic kill yourself i dont wanna see your face i dont wanna hear your mouth i dont care what they say all i smell is jelousy we all know youre full of shit you cant impress us putting others down trying to prove yourself we know youre full of shit -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 18. DIVIDER as your parents fall apart your family is destroyed no one can help you when youre divided in two your parents dont care how you feel they are the ones who damaged you all thier lies you see right through to turn you against one another all the pain you feel on the inside all the hatefull words kill you your heart has been torn in two forced to decide which side to choose caught in the middle of a fued your family uses you against one another forcing you to choose your parents dont care what you feel they are the ones that damaged you -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 19. DEMONIC SONAR all they want to see is pain inflicted on our enemies spilling thier blood accross the seas launching atacks to protect our country load the torpedos to destroy the enemy submarine we cant see the enemy but we hear them all they want to see is pain inflicted on our enemies spilling blood accross the seas launching attacks to protect our country load the torpedos to destroy the enemy submarine fire away fire away until they get our fucking message fight with us you will all die fight with us we will destroy you no one will be left to protect your loved ones they will all die -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 20. TRAGEDY and i can see you and i can love you and i can save you from your tragedy i just want to see you i just want to be yours i just want to hold you in my arms forever i cant live without you i cant bare to leave you i just want to feel you i just want to be yours always and forever we will be together always and forever we will be together i just want to please you i just want to kiss you feel your arms around me to say you love me i just want to feel you i just want to love you i just want to kiss you in my arms forever -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 21. REFLECTION all your life youre terrified all your life you scream and hide grasping for reality reaching the point of insanity looking in the mirror break glass your reflection falling apart you see yourself dying inside you see your victims burning alive please god kill me take my pain make them bleed make them pay walk towards the light end your misery this life of pain was your destinty your tortured soul will rest in piece your burnt flesh will be my feast i was the one to answer your prayer the dark angel of death and despare -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 22. FORGIVENESS begging for forgiveness turned away fuck your god fuck your god hes dead to me murder your children spill thier blood rape and burn in the name of god murder your children spill thier blood rape and burn in the name of god walking through the shallow lines never knowing where to begin im sorry for the lives i destroyed the false hope of salvation feel my wrath in your damnation you will suffer until the days end walking through the shallow lines never knowing where to begin my life is full of sin this is where my end begins -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 23. TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH you gave me everything you made it so easy to use you to get my way i never had to say i love you youre so easy to predict i already know your next move you just dont want to be alone so youll do whatever i want i dont care if i hurt you you made it so easy to use you you always pay my way you always do what i say you always want me to be honest with you im so bored with you its time to change you in im so sorry to say that im done with you i found someone else just as dumb as you i dont think you can take what i have to tell you you always want me to be honest with you i feel no emotions for you i dont love you i never did i just use you because you let me use you to tell you the truth i dont want you i never did i feel no emotions for you i dont love you i never did i just use you because you let me use you -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 24. REVENGE now youre bleeding bleed for me all the lies youve been decieved now youre bleeding bleed for me all the lies youve been decieved feel my pain feel my rage feel my hate feel my revenge feel my pain feel my rage feel my hate feel my revenge -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 25. UNTIL THE END you see right through you know im the one for you i never gave up on you i knew love would guide us through im no good for you but you dont let go you see who i really am that means everything to me you dont know how long i waited for you i tried to push you away your love is here to stay to stay you dont know youur my everything you mean the world to me our love was meant to be i love you until the end hand in hand until we die love will guide us through take my hand love will see us through -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 26. THE DAY YOU DIED if i cant have you no one will i told you your mine until the end is this how you repay me after all the love i gave to you now that your blood is on my hands i have no regrets for killing you if you were honest from the start you would still be alive today -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 27. SILENCE dont ever regret what you do dont ever regret what you say dont ever blame yourself for all the things you know are right my love for you my heart needs you ill die for you ill bleed for you dont be afraid to say what you feel dont let go so easy or youll regret everything even if you hate to be alone even if you know it feels so wrong even if you have to be alone you have to be true to yourself -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 28. INVISIBLE they watch you fall they dont care about you they just use to to get ahead for thier own selfishness laying on the groung screaming for help they walk around you like youre invisible like youre a piece of shit you look for help crawling on the floor you beg for help but no one care bleeding on the groung screaming for help they walk around you like youre invisible all your hopes are not what you expected reach for the stars as they come crashing down they watch you fall because they dont care about you -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 29. WHORE i dont love you i dont need you i dont love you i dont need you i dont love you i dont need you i just want to throw you down and fuck you youre a club whore no one gives a fuck youre a club whore all they wanna do is fuck fuck you you filthy fucking whore down on your knees begging me please to take it out put it in your mouth to pull your hair throw you on the floor make you scream make you scream for more i dont love you i dont need you i just want to fuck you i dont even know your name i dont even care doesnt make a difference when i slap your face and pull your hair -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 30. SINNER pray to the cross soaked in blood bleeding out the virgins praying to the gods ritual sacrifice the only way in life to be immortal sinners till we die blood on the alter ashes in the sky praise the gods or suffer till you die beg for forgiveness down on your knees beg to the gods when my knife makes you bleed bring us favor against our enemies brings us fortune strength to the armies crush the resistance to the sacrafice capture our enemies they will be the next to die burn the victims drink thier blood eat thier flesh praising to the gods -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------